:( apa sepatutnya yg hrus aq lakukan

when i need them..i feel that i'm alone,when they need me, i always beside them,because of why..??because i love them so much..bcuz i really appreciate this friendship,bcuz i never think about myself..n bcuz they actualy never need me..:( that is actualy a truth...believe it..i nothing to them..so i need to choose the right way n path to continue this journey..a long journey that really need patient..n stronger..i taught i was choose a right way..but definitely i'm wrong..it hide behind wall...wall that separeted the true thing n the lie thing..so ...i must followed what my family said...leave n come back..i confuse...this is my life..should not be like this